miserable

just got home, not too tired but so full of different emotions, sometimes i think i'm so better off alone ya know, then i would only have me to worry about, only my troubles to have to try to work out, only my misery to keep me miserable. what is it to be carefree i'd like to know, to not have a care......like the weight lifted even shifted. i look at u and ur so.....so........clueless, if u only knew the power u held.....i'm rambling, my thoughts are all over the place......i should go