i miss you, but i'm glad you're gone

it isn't
don't blame yourself
we can't always have what we desire
if wants were so easily attained
i'd be lying next to you every hour on the hour
there i go again
selfish
it takes two, i can't force you
what if i begged?
ha!
miss me yet?
before you blink i'll be gone
just a cast of my shadow
funny how things change
it wasn't
and i didn't even know
left out the loop
blindly walking the path
don't you laugh, i didn't mind
well, maybe a little
maybe alot
this too will pass
the distance helps
by tomorrow i'd forgotten your name
and then i'll start all over again
i so envy you
i miss you
i love you
i hope i can resist you
when i see you again
don't ever change, remain the same
hopefully when we meet
i'll remember your name

speechless

overcome with such sadness
trapped in emotional madness