Monday, March 30, 2009

static

she's tall for her age
no more than two dozen plus four
silently slithers slowly to the stage
watch your step! remember first impressions
caressing that mic like it's Oscar night's speech 
speak. images, Apollo's show-time in her mind space
nervousness, anxiety, hello panic attack, the pressure
should she? lights dimming, she commands the air's attention
at last. silence. takes her four quick breaths five seconds to begin
there she's trying to think whether they can see her hesitation, her 
self doubt.  tells herself "go on sister girl, it's your show, your time..rhyme"
spew beats the Beatnuts would wanna wreck, better yet rhyme harder, stronger
heartbeat louder than the bass guitar playing in the back you'd think it was a heart solo
finally, fear's facade fades, this Goddess let's her tongue speak her truth that has been tied
her words, her thoughts, her feelings, her core, her fears, her pains, her loves, lovers, her joys
she talked the talk to back up that walk that led her on that stage in the first place 
she engages, she enrages, paints pictures so her message can be relayed later to others
she dangerously dances with themes that they can relate to,  can feel so this ex-
perience is also so real to them, she shoots them with her agony's aim, bang!
she electrifies their energies with her passion, damn! they shout out 
say it again.  she's getting high off their synergy and wants to stay
wants to absorb as much of the atmosphere as she can
wants to get inspiration and go again right there
ye, second round usually lasts longer, stronger
she's a stronger woman five minutes later
since those words left her lip's lisp
guess her height knew her secret.



(started 06/16/08 finished just now)

Friday, March 27, 2009

electricity

i am waiting to be found by you
so 
seek me

i long to be adored by you
so
idolize me

i want to be your obsession  
so 
stalk me

i want you to be in my memories
so
haunt me

i don't care if i'm in your mouth
go ahead
swallow me 

i don't mind you being everywhere i am
so
follow me

i could fancy talking to you forever
try
getting to know me

i want you to be in my smiles
so
tickle me

i long to be wherever you are
so
let's juxtapose

and learn the ways of our hearts
beneath the surface
i suppose

i want you to come looking for me
please
i won't hide

come seek the magic
in the circus 
of these searching eyes...

that saw you.

Monday, March 09, 2009

Untitled.

A piece in my Native Barbadian (Bajan) Language about something that is truly hitting home (but i can't seem to think of the right title)

so i rush down dey tah see
wah de noise did all about 
cause dat one sophie
wun't stop lickin' she mout

she say dat one curly
put he hand in ruth face
an' did dragging an' lickin' bout she body
all ova de place

all i cud tink was
dis happening tah she again?
he rite if he kill she..

but then just den.

i had tah stop an' tink
well suppose dat was my girl child
i wudn't want nah man
beatin' bout my chile

wah does give dem de right
tah be de judge an' de jury
only a soft man is use he fists
an' lay hands pun a lady

we gotta start using we mout
to put a end tah dis domestic violence
now is de time tah ack
fore we voice get forever silence.

so i went an' help up poor ruth
an' threw my shoe at curly
if dey need a witness in court
ya best believe i gun be down dey bright an' early

it gotta start wid me
hopefully odders wud catch on..
DOMESTIC VIOLENCE IS A CRIME!
an' should be experienced by no one.

is tek a coward to use he hands
an' a strong man to walk way
i pray fah all my sisters, mothers an' friends
an' encourage wunna to join me wen i say....
ENOUGH!


(started 12-19-08 and evolved today)

word art.

i've got chocolate hands
thick brown lips
i'm a slouching black woman with no hips!

i got some thick hair
a lil backside
that summer flavor and Caribbean pride.

i can't sing a note
to save my life
but i know someday i'd make you a good wife.

and i love children
their snotty nose
and their ten fingers and ten toes.

the house don't matter
once the mortgage's paid
and the walls are sturdy and the foundation's well laid.

i've got that good love
and much more to give
these chocolate hands seem small but they're really big.

and they'll welcome you
after a long day
and hold you tightly, till those work blues go away.

ears that will listen
i've got a golden heart
that can open it's doors for you, if you want.

but i can't really cook 
though i bake well
i'd have the house bubbling with that sweet bread smell.

my family's a keeper
and i'll mesh into yours
till death do us part, from singular to ours.

did i mention
that i love animals?
i'd always dreamt of living on a farm with many mammals.

i've got some dreams
and visions so visionary
i'd like to share them someday, if you let me.

anything else
you may want to know
will reveal itself, as together we grow.

so let me know
if you like this package 
you can give me a call or send an email message.

p.s. - i come with no baggage.

(written 01-15-09)