when life hands you lemons squeeze um'

scared..but i don't mind

i don't even know what to expect half the time

late..but i don't miss a thing

a habit i got from my mother's up-bringing

honest...with everyone

you might win some but you never lose the one you bare your soul to..

jealous...sometimes

it's no one's fault but my own, my worth should not be determined by others or by the superficial....still battling...

loving...unconditionally

and i'm never ever ashamed to count the many ways you can love an individual how you can love a friend, family, animal...love is so complex yet to me our ability to love is what defines us as humans...

you know what? i love being alive! and what do i love even more than being alive? being a woman!

the changes i experience, the frustrations and joys are so fulfilling once i appreciate the lesson in the lesson...

...it's like i am always changing, always searching for ways to be better, to improve, to maximize my potential...as i grow older i love hard, give harder, take lesser, expect little, but i don't mind, someone has to.

toodles. 

sleepy.

foolish games

and calling names

driving in the rain

after midnight

but i can't be blue

or mad or screw

oh no, i can't be pissed off at you 

cause i'm more pissed at myself!

i have decided that i will start avoiding people who emit negative energy.  i want to surround myself with sunshine....

...was in a room today and for some strange reason a co-worker took it upon herself to engage me in some afternoon gossip....ppppffftttt...haven't got the time...i'm busy dreamin'

random

i have not had the inspiration to write anything (of quality) in a very long time and that makes me sad...

my subconscious shows me things that i didn't even know existed inside of me, so in those times when i feel like i don't know myself all i have to do is lay in my bed and let my dreams show me....

i hate the smell of boiled chicken necks.