don't you want to be free?

i don't want to end up back in your bed...

i'm trying to find that voice that once set me free.  it's here, it's here somewhere, i just need to find it but i'm growing impatient, i think i'll start small...

"untitled 1"
i feel different things different days
it's making it so hard for me to concentrate
it's making it so hard for me to breathe
i just want to be free..

"untitled 2"
i am ready
ready to feel something again
ready to feel that blood rushing through my veins
ready for the sweet highs and sweet lows
of that thing they call...
(i suppose)

.........

there! i'm proud i got something out :)