don't leave

i miss you
and i'm still here
just saw your face in a dream
gonna be hard moving away
how things happen
and just totally change the tide
chaaaaa

caught

i'm surprised it took me so long to recognize you, true, i wasn't looking, well not at first, recently this burst came over me and has consumed my being, seeing i'm leaving soon you'd think i'd be better protected, that i'd have my own back, matter of fact that i'd not even be checking you out, no doubt. you make me feel. now, somehow, i've allowed this feeling to grow, even though, we can't be, funny i'm admitting this now but i don't wanna change how, things are, you're like totally at the top by far, do you even know who you are? i should probably stay away, stray for just a while, smile, it's for the best. i guess.

this fits too

miserable.......

crazy..........deranged!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! i think i like you, like i get these funny feelings everytime you're around and like my tummy gets all weezy and stuff and like i feel nervous and it's not cool cause it's starting to drive me crazy, i just don't know what to do with myself

she doesn't know

she seems to live her life in a vacuum, a world where no means yes, just friends means try again tomorrow and see if u get through then or maybe throw in a little waterworks, heck! it worked in "the best man". one always assumes that with age comes a certain entrance into the wise pool, but one also forgets that wisdom is relative. him, hum......what can i say about him? observant, interesting, charismatic, confident, diverse.........delayed.

how can you not know? i find that hard to understand. i mean don't get me wrong, there have been times when i knew but i cared so much that the two were at odds. but to put yourself in a position that you find you're losing yourself and what you believe? LEAVE!

how can you not even know your own worth? wow, look at me here, talking like i know, talking like i've never been there and like i wouldn't understand how it feels. maybe i'm losing myself as well, denying the fact that maybe i am still silently where she is, in my own world of self-denial and low self worth. what on earth am i still doing there?

she doesn't know, but maybe i don't either

the decent negro

some strange relations we've been having
are we more than friends?
so much drama even ma' mama been laffing
can't even tell what's real

this nigga got the nerve to call me strange
won't even let me finish a sentence
is it me or you that's changed
i'd kill for a little honesty

i thought i'd miss you more than this
but i'm kinda confused
i definitely thought you were higher on my list
but maybe it's my "strangeness" that's affecting me

it's pretty strange how some friends fall out
and then end up so far apart
for a brief moment saw what i was without
and now i exit stage left, no right, no.....i just exit