sunset lows (i catch when you throw)

i am SCREAMING
in my sound proof room
my soul is pining for you
i can't breathe i can't live i can't be
i can't wake i can't talk i can't eat
i feel weak
i feel like my core is dying
there's no reason why i should be crying
there is no reason why i should be losing sleep
a friend once said 'speak what you seek'
do you know how those words affect me?
well i can't say it any louder
i want to be free for us to be
these are the days of our lives
but i feel like i'm down to my last life line
the beats of my heart are bumping outta tune
and my tears are over-flowing and flooding out the room
and i screamed all last night in my sleep
and you're lying next to me yet you didn't hear me weep
i could as well spend my nights alone
where the sun's rays hit and the moonlight's shone
cause if you can't rescue me then who
i don't want to start drifting a way from you
i know i want you and i know what i need
but i need your energy on which to feed
i need your strength to help keep my spirit alive
it is your rock on which i scribe
i need you i choose you i feel you
i need you to need me and feel me too
how else can i say what is real in my heart
this war is slowly bleeding my art
and i'm afraid of moving on without you....