Wednesday, February 09, 2005

she doesn't know

she seems to live her life in a vacuum, a world where no means yes, just friends means try again tomorrow and see if u get through then or maybe throw in a little waterworks, heck! it worked in "the best man". one always assumes that with age comes a certain entrance into the wise pool, but one also forgets that wisdom is relative. him, hum......what can i say about him? observant, interesting, charismatic, confident, diverse.........delayed.

how can you not know? i find that hard to understand. i mean don't get me wrong, there have been times when i knew but i cared so much that the two were at odds. but to put yourself in a position that you find you're losing yourself and what you believe? LEAVE!

how can you not even know your own worth? wow, look at me here, talking like i know, talking like i've never been there and like i wouldn't understand how it feels. maybe i'm losing myself as well, denying the fact that maybe i am still silently where she is, in my own world of self-denial and low self worth. what on earth am i still doing there?

she doesn't know, but maybe i don't either

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