caught

i'm surprised it took me so long to recognize you, true, i wasn't looking, well not at first, recently this burst came over me and has consumed my being, seeing i'm leaving soon you'd think i'd be better protected, that i'd have my own back, matter of fact that i'd not even be checking you out, no doubt. you make me feel. now, somehow, i've allowed this feeling to grow, even though, we can't be, funny i'm admitting this now but i don't wanna change how, things are, you're like totally at the top by far, do you even know who you are? i should probably stay away, stray for just a while, smile, it's for the best. i guess.