Thursday, April 12, 2007

the shape of me

i can't keep up
one minute i'm crawling then i'm walking
and walking and then running
trying to catch up to what
i left behind
trying to rediscover my spirituality
and what truly belongs to me
like what do i deserve?
who should i trust?
am i living as i must?
so used to pretending
i'd lost the true me
the 'genuity' that lies in all of us
he made us in his own image
to be different, to live differently
yet i try to fit in
so afraid to be the antI
why?
the questions i want answered
too scared to ask
so i'll just keep looking
till the solution finds me.

2 comments:

mimit said...

that post that you sent me was oh, so nostalgic! i loved it! keep expressin' yo'self gyrl!

i got your other post about the email... not sure how i feel about it, cause my email address is my first and last name....nothing personal to you..i'm just leary about that....any other sugesstions....for sharing blogs?

mimit said...

thanx for being so understanding! i totally believe in divine intervention..... iwill add you to my blog page!
and, uhhhh...when are you gonna post again?