.....utopia......

Diving head first
into this sea of love
No life jacket, risking it all
just cause.

Cause i like the feeling
that comes with giving this a try
Though second chances, heart-broken romances
had left me dry.

But it's strange how these emotions
that we shared on the low
Came to the surface, found a home
now, continue to grow.

Into a bond (I think) but
my mind sometimes can't reconcile -
The past loves who lied and cheated
taking me for a wild ride.

Then i compare your actions to their style, I know I am wrong.

But it took me awhile
to see the lessons in those songs
I should hold onto you love
'stead of pushing you along.

You're hanging on though, I appreciate that.

On this spiritual journey
distractions at every turn
It's hard to stay the path
when our bodies have these yearn-ings.

And me, coming full circle
from the girl I used to be
Sometimes old friends and colleagues
don't even recognize me.

Now I am a woman.

And you, fresh off the press
soaking me up for so long
More than a friend, a lover to me
you've become my spirit song.

I'm not ashamed or afraid anymore
to express how i truly feel
Haven't come this far gone
to let others steer my wheel.

Our change begat a change in us
that is directing this journey
like ebony to ivory
though we're different in melody
somehow, love has found the key.

Thank you for being.