this one is called "the mystery of you"

there you go
love has failed me again
and when things come to an end
i am tempted to remember the beginning….
charming New York streets you found me
wandering – looking for something, anything with passion
never fashioned you would be the one to warm my heart
totally threw me with that seduction part and after you left
memories stayed and stayed, for days.

but again, there you go
love has broken me down
went from just wanting you around
to life being so quiet no more music in my song
and at times like these I start to feel so, so sad
then I think on it some more and i tend to feel mad
but I can’t blame anyone but myself for bringing this fate
i was the one who pulled the trigger on this relationship
but that damn well don’t mean that I don’t feel it.

I probably feel it deeper than you do.

there you go love
walking away in the distance
i know it’s for the best but my heart is putting up resistance
my misery has all but my being consumed
my heart is still pining for this one, mourning for you
I know it’ll be a while before I ever give again
it will be a long way from now 'fore I see the sun shine through the rain
and know that I’ll be missing you too like the desert needs the rain
can't you tell that my soul is still in so much pain?
but I know love never stays where it’s not fanned
I want a man who is gonna unconditionally love this woman
and I want the same for you no question
but loving my best friend was my biggest deception
now alls I can do is gaze at our memories reflection.

I’ll miss you more than words can understand