words

i can't really apologize
for the way i feel
cause these dreams are haunting me...
still.

and i can't quite describe
the heart beat growing
or the smile waiting to greet you...
glowing.

the warmness from within
that can cool your soul
the trembling arms stretched out
for you to grab hold.

and the yearning and burning
like a fierce fiery ball
i can't ignore that heat..
at all.

i could ask a million questions
that would take an eternity to answer
i could stay away and wonder
or become a private dancer.

i could gaze upon the stars
or whip my magic wand
but that would only really work
if i actually had one.

sometimes it's hard no lie
to try to comprehend
how my mind and heart are..
constantly warring.

to put it into writing
feels so out of tune and off-beat
and i can't even find the right words...
to speak.

but i hold onto the hope
that the horizon is arising
no more gasping for fresh air
and hypothesizing.

i want to know what's real
from the spurious
so excuse me if i may seem
over-curious.

i'm running out of time
my patience wearing thin
and the light that shines inside
is lessening.

i'm watching myself walk away
and wave good-bye in the distance
but it's not too late for you
i appreciate persistence.

but come with an honest heart
and a song i've never heard
let your actions speaker louder this time
than your words.

peace.