feels like i got something stuck in my throat...
like my heart is beating so fast it's pulsating to a salsa rhythm...
it's hurting...
feels like every breath could be my last...
grasping...
but barely...
kinda feels like i'm going deaf in one ear....
like there are these chains on my heart weighing it down....
so heavy....
whatever it is i want it off me...
feels like i could sit here and let my tears flow until they dry....
till there's not a wet eye on my face....
at a pace too fast to keep up....
feels like someone's poured the water outta my cup..
empty.
that's it....
i feel empty.
feels like i have nothing more to give...
but only for the moment....
my mindset tells me i will triumph...
feels like that day is so far away....
like i've been waiting for a smile to float my way....
feels like i've got nothing more to say yet so much...
feels like i won't get no peace till i get everything out...
like my mouth's been duct taped for 2 long years...
nearly 3....
feels like agony....
smells like something rotten....
sounds like the moans of the forgotten..
looks like me...
sadly.
12-07-08
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3 comments:
this poem is smokin"! really powerful. the best poems come like that, when it's been all bottled up...then it just bursts out. fantastic!
i can really relate to this at the moment. this kinda gives me hope so i know i'm not alone.
beautiful.
thanks...(:
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