nothing..

i've forgotten how to write words

strum cords, play notes

i've barely enough words now to keep me afloat

i've lost the vote, the know how

that drive to write words

play notes, rhyme a verse

though my heart moves me to chorus

i can't find the thoughts, peace together the pieces

to create something worth writing

i've lost that biting, the itching

i don't have the drive to write nothing

man, it's f-ing with my mentality

damn! it hasn't found me

i don't even know if it's still looking for me :(

that bug that stings and lights a fire

in the mind in the fingers that perspires

thought patterns

imagery

writing...

i don't know where to start writing

words that form sentences that form

lines upon lines upon lines...

of feelings, thoughts and lies

i'm starting to despise other writers

who have what i want, what i need

i don't know how to let my mind bleed

new poems

sigh..

i've forgotten how to write words

tap dance or swing on a pole

(don't take that much skill anyways i'm told)

it's been too long and i'm strung out on

stale words, old adverbs and thoughts belonging

to a woman i hardly know

man, i don't know

where to start, how to begin

another poem

and feel, like a nothinghead.