those flowers..

as i go down
i go down hard
i'm not surrendering
i'm just saying cause...

i'm in love
with an impossible dream
that keeps me awake at night
and makes my heart scream

for as i go down
i go down fighting
and i shine as bright as the sun
and strike like a flash of lightening

i don't want to feel it
but i find it hard to let go
of your hand and your heart
and your flag, white as the snow

and as i go down
there's no looking back
and i got all the books and boxes
and that good old 8 track

and i won't call either
or use modern technology
i'll let the picture perfect frame
reflect in a memory

cause as i go down
i'm gone forever
and i won't be coming back
in November..