numb

i should've felt something but i didn't i guess when i'm done i truly am done. i know i should've felt somethnig but i didn't, where did those feelings go? are they gone forever? i should've felt something but i didn't, can't quite figure how i feel about it, am i happy or sad? i usually feel something but i felt nothing, i guess moving on can do that to you. yet a part of me resents the fact that i no longer care, can't have it both ways but still. damn, i know i should've felt something but yet i can't force myself to feel. sometimes i can't help how i feel but atleast now i know what to do with it. those feeelings were never mine, just some abstract fragments in the cosmic world that caught my wind for a while then left without even a good-bye, no traces left to show that it was even there. disappear.