inertia......

inside
pride paralyzing limbs, too numb to vocalize how i'm feeling. our cause and the effects it leaves on us must change, time to turn the page on this drama, it's killing this writer.

complaining
that i am enclosed in a shell, just goes to show how well you don't know. i fashion myself open to speak on anything or anyone but it'd take a revolution for me to speak on me with this tongue. i know.....contradiction.

affecting
my thoughts and my sleeping routine, up thinking when i should be lost in a dream. heart beating so loud it's deafening, couldn't even hear you if you were screaming right next to me.

everyday
the same as before as we continue to grow further and further apart, the seams of this art undoing, with no one bending. if you could only see, you have to be silent to actually hear me, just listen. maybe then i could admit to you, i too am afraid.