cHanGeS

been making changes.....
taking my time, taking it easy
getting to know myself a lil more intimately
reintroducing myself to the woman i was before i stepped off that plane. (damn! she's changed)

for the better.

been making changes.....
learning how to enjoy my own company
realizing that i gotta walk before i can stand
and it will always be in his time not mine as i live by His hand.

still trying to change....
learning to love again, mind, soul and body
giving and not receiving and it don't even bother me
see, i am learning that i will get what is mine, when it's right and when it's ripe so i don't mind y'all.....i'll wait my time.

been making these changes.....
not sure what i'm looking to find
some say hope, some say joy, some say peace of mind
but i've come to realize the beauty in getting up when i fall and the most important lesson of all is, i can't expect a good man to love me if i don't.....

.....set my soul on fire with music
.....juice up my mind with rhymes
.....glorify Him and my blessings
.....be the woman i want to be in life
.....fill my cup till it overflows
.....fill my heart with joy until it bursts
.....and nothing will ever be truly mine if i don't

if i don't
if i don't love me
First.