Monday, March 15, 2010

love:evolving (how things change)

i don't know
why these things happen
why the feelings once had now seem forgotten

trying to find
the right words to say
to justify my reasons for walking away

questions, answers?
nobody knows
why we struggle so hard to make something grow?

something once magical
now gone up in smoke
the ashes from the flames now leave us to choke

it's not the words
the emails or letters
it's the picture torn to pieces in that fit of anger

the gap that has left
this writer feeling blocked
as her thoughts she's been keeping in a box

i don't know why
i could never express
the way i felt through our emptiness

no words, i've no sounds
to really explain
so i guess i'll have to write that love letter again

to the lover i had
that was oh so sweet
the notes in my words of my heartbeats

i can't explain
why we couldn't make it through
and i don't want to end it with corny "i love yous"

but i'll say this much
i just don't know why it is
that quiet recognition i found before still lives...

in you.

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