ANGRY

Nowadays...
I only write when I’m angry

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DON'T

this man says he loves me?
THIS MAN SAYS HE LOVES ME?
nuh uh, could never be
for loving me is easy...
walking on the tightrope of my insanity
you have me swimming in the endless sea of insecurity
you have made me lose my spirit song
and wish that there was no more music
you have left me empty, empty.
don’t bring your love where it doesn’t belong
don’t bring that love into my house
don’t let those words drip from your mouth
for loving me is too easy
and I love you so much
I’m willing to let you leave me...

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FREE

She holds my secrets
close to her heart
close to her soul
and you can’t understand my questions?
(or can you?)

Those secrets I long to know
about a life parallel to mine
and red roses intertwined..

don’t you want to be free?

No feelings no pain
just thum that hum thum
could not stretch like my bubble gum
and holding and carrying the mother load
walking down long winding paths alone

Oh my oh joy oh what have you done?
turned a dark twisted fantasy from the morning sun
and the birds and the bees and the “beesnees”
stay hidden inside her thought tree

Oh why me why me why mademoiselle
we’re all damned to hell so we might as well
have wine and hot sex on Malibu
cause I am no longer waiting on you.

Don’t you want to be free (also)?

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GOODBYE

goodbye my love, goodbye
sweet sunshine love goodbye
hear the sound of the hummingbird
sweet choral and soft lullabies
and the twinkling of my eyes
remember me as I am, remember everything
the days the nights have all run out
but I will think of you often
as through my mind you run about
oh sweet music to my ear, oh sweet rain
wet the appetite of my pain
goodbye my sugar candy cane
and me your silky cellophane
oh the wonders of the stars
and the Jupiter and the mars
could not hold what our cup held
nor could a better story the soothsayer tell
something real, something spurious
goodbye my mr. curious
I love you..