this will take some time

there is a hole in my chest where my heart used to be...

08-12-10
all i ever wanted to do was love you
that was all. no grand production
no flashing lights no postal service
spotlight. just music, just fire
just quiet times and long walks
and forever. that was all.

08-16-10
is it possible to have so many different feelings at the same time? thoughts racing through my mind, who really drank the poison? and who has the cure?

let the record show that my heart is beating wildy, beating like the desert drums, beating like a heavy downpour of thunder, beating, just beating inside my chest..

time will take me where i need to go, till then i just need to find the time to let go...