Tuesday, December 14, 2004

maybe i really am a lesbian

what is wrong with me, i really can't say. here you are, so totally engrossed in getting to know me and yet i constantly push you away. you score a 7 1/2 on my scale of qualities a man should have and i'm just not drawn. i mean obviously one cannot care for everyone that cares about you but still........
and i don't want to mistreat you but sometimes i feel like i still want to keep you close just in case, is that bad? the thing that i hear hits you when you find that person just has not hit me yet, is that it? is it that i'm waiting for a strike of something that may or may not exist? how pathetic am i really?
why do you still call? you're starting to really puzzle me, what satisfaction do you get from hearing my voice or am i being too arrogant in that respect, maybe you're playing games, maybe i'm just a total moron for mistreating you.....maybe i should go eat a slice of that chocolate cake that's in the frigde, yum.....yeah i think i rather
do that

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