closet blues

something in my heart died tonight
and now i feel strange................
now i feel like i can live again, strange.
my inner screams found their voice
and i shouted so loud they put me out the room
it is soon. soon forward. soon come back.
however you wanna phrase it, soon i will have
the courage to never look back. soon.
what will become of you? soon.
something died in my heart tonight
i couldn't even shed a tear, not even two
i feel so free for once i thought about me (and not you)
you you you suck the life source of my energy
you drain the water of life that sustains me
you are always breaking...me....open
but no more. soon. i am leaving soon.